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April 27th, 2011

That Place Of David


Tear Me



Train Me



Touch Me & Torture Me



April 25th, 2011

Backward MAPS ForeverPromise

“Knowing what she wants is one thing, but being able to really GIVE IT to her (again) is another altogether.”

My MAPS Spelled Backwards, Or, What The Word Itself Looks Like, From Here, Reflected (Again)

I once, twice, used a sentence of MAPS spelled backwards to communicate here with a woman I loved.
Now, I teach her she showed me a street sign & that became a key to a map, that became a Legend.
She knew I loved maps before she taught me North is not always true. She taught me Fable.

I know she knows as I told her so.
Now, she uses MAPS spelled backwards to show her 2nd ForeverPromise she loves them more than me.
She knows I know, she told me so. She knows I know, she showed me so.
This long ago was the last I ever looked. Yet another map of mine used to find her way to not back to me.
She likes to steal, she quoted others to tell us so.
I never liked knowingly looking like another. It’s even everything I never want.

Around the time of this last look, something else did now begin. There is a place I visit, only on glass.
While there, looking at this glass, behind what I see, someone undesired started talking to me.
A new MAPS spelled backward, only now out loud. So each unknown time she arrives,
I listen and I watch what is given to me, for free, also, against this will of mine.
15 Attacks in 28 Days, Save This Count, It Matters But Not To Me
I Say, I Ask, Nothing and They Only Pretend They See
I Sit, I Watch, I Wait, Till They Leave, As I Do Not

Once Upon A Time, if I looked Like you, I was talking To You, Only You, For You, I can Remember
Frederick taught me anew, what You may think now still a you, is no longer.

from the deep Archive of my Maybe MAPS spelled backwards received maybe in for me, he or to also you:

It doesn’t look like you have been invited. I hide so you cannot see my cruelty. It’s not a copy if you cannot see it. It’s just for you John. Denisov galloped up to him and looked ecstatically at the spot where he had been but where he no longer was and at that moment considered they themselves happy. You have no idea how sad, sad, about to stick a needle in my eye sort of sad I am. I don’t want anything that will jeopardize my last wish. I am a dying woman. The nature of your business does not necessarily matter. I have no intentions of causing you any Pains. Rise and Shine, Bottom-Up. Simple Predicates. Can you still stand me is the question. I’m pretty bored lately, and would like to meet you for a date, I Wanna Meet. Can you keep it discrete plz? The ratio between registered males and females has been breached. This Mess We Are In. We are living so close to each other. I wanted to send u my photo long ago, but i was afraid that u dont like to see me. Yes, yes, yes. I just came across this mail myself, including the websites, and am going to be very mad at you if you don’t write to us. We are thankfully glorious fools then. Dangerous Kissing Tips. One day I’ll give you dirty dirty. Tonight the best parts of me want to be taken past where the best parts of you are headed. Are you married? I am not the marrying type.”

The Black & White Sky Of Black Saturday, The Color Sky Of Easter Sunday

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MAPS Spelled Backwards I Did Not Desire

Q: Why are you watching? – A: I don’t know what is or was real and I want to.

“Q: What’s it doing? – A: It’s learning.”

WOPR: “Greetings, Professor Falken.”
Professor: “Hello, Joshua.”
WOPR: “Strange game. The only winning move is not to play.”

Computers Teach Me Things

“Learn, goddammit!” | “Dammit, I almost had a seizure with all that flashing.”

April 18th, 2011

Half Eclipse Breathe Blood

Hide Your Breathing, Hide Your Bleeding, See The Shadow Of The Earth On The Moon At Night


April 11th, 2011




Perigee Moon | “Supermoon” | That Night After That Day in March

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“What is rather ordinary, people are seeing it as extraordinary. You hate to deflate, but this is the celestial rhythm, the way it runs. But if it gets someone to look at the moon and see something beyond Earth, that’s good.”

– Scientist

“This will be the largest perigee full moon since March 1993, and will appear about 14 percent bigger and 30 percent brighter than when the moon is at the apogee, or farthest point, of its orbit. Tonight’s full moon will be a little short of perfect perigee.”

– Scientist


I walked outside and looked at the sun.

Later, I walked outside and looked at the moon.

One was right where the other one had just been, almost exactly.


Neither looked any closer than they once were.


The scientists gave me nothing in which I can believe.

April 7th, 2011


April 4th, 2011