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June 10th, 2010

Father Of Mine Five Fathers Ago



He surrounded his life with an impregnable wall of integrity and truth which was invulnerable against the poisonous darts of culmy and slander.

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J.F. Roberts Obituary | Died in San Antonio, TX | September 22, 1923

Father Of Mine Five Fathers Ago

June 2, 2010

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The sky was screaming but it made less noise then you did making none sleeping so close. I can remember wishing I was deaf, thinking I was deaf, I wanted you awake. An hour passed, a year passed. I took my shirt off and ran out into the invisible rain that felt like little rocks pelting my bare skin. I wanted to be beaten by something larger then myself and beaten how I could not predict the moment of pain. I wanted to make this body mind match. They don’t. This act didn’t help. I saw the sky change its colors and I felt a farewell. I only thought I had to leave when I should only learn to sleep.

I Miss That Rain. I Miss That Noise. I Need Love I Don’t Ask For.

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This is the land of my blood, this is how Texas loves me.